they remove all patience in their voices
displacing passivity,
they raise the volume in their instruments,
and sing a beautifully lonely lyric
that caught my eye.

they remove all patience in their words,
and fill a void
that ruptures hope.

with no time life,
they forget to say goodbye

then walk along in the silence of regret.

french fries and reality bites.

1. "cause nothing lasts forever
and be both know hearts can change."

2. "..i know times are changing
it's time to reach out for something new,
that means you too."

3. "but all the praying just ain't helping at all,
cause he can't seem to keep himself out of trouble."

4. "i got love for my brother but we ca never go nowhere
unless we share with each other
we gotta start making changes
learn to see me as a brother instead of two distant strangers."

lyric.hunt.

i'm always happy
to have a cigarette with you
on the phone.

a saturday off = san francisco.

been down this road so many times...

"i just don't love you anymore."

recent developments

behind the scenes at mama's golden wedding anniversary.
sarat, illocos norte. philippines may 2008

animal fridge spill. hayworth, los angeles december 2008.

my funny horoscope:

You are well-equipped to handle other people's deep emotions, but now you are on a seesaw as to how much power should be ascribed to someone else's feelings. It's not that you think they should be ignored; it's just that you are hesitant to open yourself up to any negativity at such a tricky time. Work to overcome your fears; expressing vulnerability can deepen an existing relationship or initiate a new one.

there is a distant tune of that merry go round
in that song you used you play.
we wouldn't say a word the whole way,
but your hiccups made my face hurt from laughing so hard.



i fear that i have crossed a line
and i simultaneously
fall apart
and am freed.

it's
just
unfortunate
that
every
word
matters
now.

pet project.

either way, we lose something.