your old men shall dream dreams,
your young men shall see visions.

joel 2:26

narcolepsy slides.

they were definitely rocking out to this
when i woke up in time to see the car make impact.




...it's a lot funnier than it sounds

Love Story - Taylor Swift

atlas sound (featuring panda bear). walkabout.

on a september morning she watches a movie based on the book she gave him.
the song caught her attention as the scene unfolded.
beautiful trifectums
and the damage
of its
end.

put a soul into it, love.

Its Gonna Take A Miracle - Laura Nyro;LaBelle

catastrophic were the words we used
unable to explain our disposition.
our hands left dirty with
no effort of explantation.
and our deviation from where we began -
forced us to make turns without
really knowing how our own shifting
pulled everyone out of
their comfort zones.

it'd be nice to believe
that you had that much impact,

foolishly, he believes
that this act
will gain
some kind
of sympathy -
for a thing they, themselves, had given up on long ago.

you pity him for what he's worth
and what he wants it for.

a passing moment gone.

"...this is so laughable
whatever happened to
knowing that this
was forever..."

"

he once told me to never tell him to grow up. i watch in amazement as he creates a grand carnival out of his life. he carried with him a menagerie of friendships, fragilely clicking against one another. they would create a fine shimming dust if he should happen to stumble one of these days. at the age of three he mastered the love of a mother, and began molding an unconditional thing into visible things. he refused to grow up in fear that would never be able to carry out what he was born here to do. one day he notices a missing piece. In retracing his steps he was asked to return the pieces he was given. walking backwards, he realizes, " maybe it's time for that stumble."

a fine dust, indeed.
and another pile to prove it.