"worry is the prayer for the things you do not want."


"little did i realize that from that day onward, I was never to be my old normal self again, that I had unwillingly and without preparation or even adequate knowledge of it roused to activity the most wonderful and stern power in man... for a long time i had to live suspended by a thread, swimming between life on the one hand and death on the other, between sanity and insanity, between light and darkness, between heaven and earth..." Gogi Krishna

"Ian - I want to point out the fault that I am both drunk and sober. stoned and sober. drunk and stoned. i don't know where i am, but i can be right here. there is a stream that dissects the universe and our time. that is the place where you'll find PEACE."

"i will kill you with a name
then you'll know we're not the same
but without you i'll be nothing, too
i looked my best when i was inside of you."





moleskine. april 2007.

graduated.

we break this bread and cut
the finest pieces of cheese.

we wear crowns on our heads
like two little princes
and run around this town
in reckless abandon.

there's humor in a memory -
i know my shit grin
will bust me
once again.

i was never good at keeping
secrets from you.

a kaleidoscope
fragmented in diamond shapes
rained down
on sunny days like today.

moody monday
turned
into
a
large mess of sweated disposal.

i heard that song you sing.
it sounded nice
to the beat of
today's cloud chasing

its tracings linger.