"worry is the prayer for the things you do not want."


"little did i realize that from that day onward, I was never to be my old normal self again, that I had unwillingly and without preparation or even adequate knowledge of it roused to activity the most wonderful and stern power in man... for a long time i had to live suspended by a thread, swimming between life on the one hand and death on the other, between sanity and insanity, between light and darkness, between heaven and earth..." Gogi Krishna

"Ian - I want to point out the fault that I am both drunk and sober. stoned and sober. drunk and stoned. i don't know where i am, but i can be right here. there is a stream that dissects the universe and our time. that is the place where you'll find PEACE."

"i will kill you with a name
then you'll know we're not the same
but without you i'll be nothing, too
i looked my best when i was inside of you."





moleskine. april 2007.