lindsay brought over a box of mixed chocolates. i managed to eat through all the ones with nuts bulging out. and, without miss, managed to find all the hidden nuts, too...

LA Light from Colin Rich on Vimeo.

"...and just as the sun finally set and i began feel an that imploding feeling again, grace found her way spinning around me, again. she told me to grow out my beard and promised that my wisdom would grow, too. she kissed me on the head and boarded a plane to Michigan. " #longdistancephonecallssavetheday.

i based my thesis of our friendship to refute yours -
that no one could know anyone else, completely.
what i am left with is the irrefutable fact that i know the real pains of loneliness
that still has a way of paralyzing me
when i'm standing next to you in a room
full of people that love and respect me.

it's nearly numbing.

i make another drink quickly, quietly exiting every room you walked into.
rested my head on a friend's shoulder who i knew would be too drunk
to remember me foolishly wiping my tears on his jacket again.

a scene too familiar.
i've seen one too many times.

i need to get out of here before i get drunk to drive home