shocks of euphoria leveled the walking ground.
rationalizations waited to turn to action.

nihilistic tones of green slept in afternoon haze
as i plucked white feathers that were falling to the ground
i stood a moment at a surreal landscape of empty soccer fields
passing ghosts of others' laughter coming from
the abandoned wooden sun-bleached seating

empty meadows were left for friday play
resting in the sun by sapling pines.

sudden realization for my need to be alone
and it's domino effect on those close to me
i remembered the day that we ran into the cliff.

i saw something special there again at the end of my today -
rays through trees that looked like angel wings perching over these modern ruins.


i carried all such memories of this place.
and sat alone to watch the sun set to a dancing haloed sky
i kick the bubbles of foam that waves leave at my feet
and see a new blue in the sky's reflection on wet sand.

i watch myself changing all of a sudden.
internal dialogues sharpen with external visions.


knowing that it would spread into my real life, i sang.
and all the while i thought of how i'd like to share this with you.