[holiday text dump. tres.]

* the feeling is mutual. i want to be home too! fuck!

*stop getting wasted without me! i'm etting jealous. be home with coke soon.

*lets move to portland

*bako then sf. talk tomorrow would be great. <3

*i thought i was more brave or mature about thise but i can't do this anymore. you don't know the extent of my feelings. i know that very well at this point. i can't handle bein around you and her kissing and making plans together in front of me. i'll always love you and that may be a problem for both of us. but this is too painful for me. i know this relationship is no longer mutual and perhaps that is the end of this story. i am sorry.

*be safe. i love you too.

*watching a sad japanese romance movie sober with fei. i want to get booze! come home!

*death by boredom

* are you two in love yet? ha! way to score a doubel date! i want to come back like now.

*coming back tomorrow for sure. let's get rowdy!

*trying grapevine closed. now stuck.

*at splash cafe in pismo. bringing some chowder home!

*not yet. been on the road for 7 hours now.

*i think i'm just going to go home. just want to be on my couch at hom. and dave has been watign for me there for a couple of hours.

*i just exited getting. now i'm stuck in worse traffic. and i can see the freeway and now it's coasting. i think the world hates me right now.

*he is back at castro

* i think i'm leavin for good after the new year.

*going with luca to austin. may stay if i can get a bookstore or grocery job

*too much was happening and i got sad that we are not able to hang out much anymore without everyone else around., there is more than that but that is part of it. just feel like you don't have much time for me anymore.

*fuck! i was hoping that wasn't the case. sorry. yes. me and donnie and luca are. and i think we're bringing shahin too.

*ring me when you land.

*french toast eggs and potatoes.

my flight got cancelled =(

hey! are you going to colin's thing tonight?? just wondering if i will be seeing you there =)

ooo fuuuuck. we're coming

flight was cancelled again. i'll keep you all posted.

sus is on my flight!

don't know if i will be flying anytime soon. probably headed to the airpot tomorrow to try and get flight anyway. we will see what happens.

bummer bro.

omg. omg.

i know ur prob sleeping but i'm not and i have something to tell you tomorrow that kind of blew my world if it wasn't weird enough already.

hey ian andrew and i just signed our leas in west hollywood!

look e i really need to get that target bag from you it's in your car. i tried calling you twice last night about it

ya we still have some shit to work out. maybe you need more time away from me.

i miss you =(

just landed. have to get an emergency medical person off the plane then i will head outside and call you

thanks man... see you in a few months bro. take care and party hard.

no need to apologize...! make it out to orange county so i can buy you dinner in the next three months and we'll call it even! merry christmas brother.

happy christmas. and chappy chanukkah. to you and yours. <3

what's gong on homes. what are you doing this merry christmas day?

omg. 3 bacon wrapped dishes. wtf?

merry christmas! bako was good but brief. on my way back because we didn't want them to close the grapevine on us. hope you're having a good one. <3

without a doubt. merry christmas. 2;35AM 12/26/08

christ was alright... going to a get together now. how did yours go?

i understand. i was looking forward to seeing you. but we wiill work something out. have a safe trip. enjoy urself.

wish i was there. so jealous.